Seek and you shall find

Hiya Ryceballs, oh my god what an insane couple of days. I don't even know where to start I really don't, it has to do with papa Ry, my dad. It has been an emotional roller coaster for him and this whole event is kinda like a joke now when I think back on it. OK long story short, he was afraid he's gonna be jobless, pretty much he left his old job to work in a 'better' job only to find out that this better job has an even more unreasonable boss bla bla bla I don't wanna get into full details for his privacy's sake. So now he wants to quit this current job and go back to his old job and im like 'ARE YOU FREAKIN JOKING ME?! YOU JUST LEFT! AND NOW U WANNA GO BACK?!' Like how embarrassing would that be right? But he says he has no other options and no other jobs out there, so I told him to look for jobs online and he's like 'Oh nah it won't make a difference'. :I This is coming from a man who doesn't know how to turn off an ipad. So I told him a true story I read... I thought it has a good message that might encourage him, but I think it ended up grossing him out and made my mama Ry worried about who I am, she's like 'WHAT IS A SON?!'.

OK just a warning, if you have a weak stomach or fear that you might get nightmares please do not continue to read this, it is quite shocking and disgusting ok? You been warned. This story sounds messed up but I really thought it would give my dad hope.. (Ry has a funny way of encouraging people) OK I told him this, in 2001 a German man by the name of Meiwes posted an ad online, seeking a well-built 18 to 30 years old man to be slaughtered and become his meal. You did not read this wrong, he wasn't asking another man to have a meal with him, he's asking someone to BE his meal. He's quite hard to please about his food isnt he? Not only does he have a specific age range but also has to be well built, this guy is more hard to please than Gordon Ramsey. So anyway he posted the ad online and of course he didn't get a lot of reply, but guess what? Eventually somone DID reply him, a 39 years old man by the name of Brandes. Sure Meiwes would rather have a more tender meal with a more youthful flesh, but he can't complain much when he's asking for somthing this crazy right? What is more shocking is that Brandes drove all the way to Meiwes' house to offer himself to him, he wasn't forced or anything, he actually WANTED to be eaten alive. Two complete strangers with a common fetish, one who wants to eat another person, and one wants to be eaten by another person. They also did many disturbing things before Brandes' death that I rather not talk about... one involving chopping off Brandes' peepee and frying it before eating it together. This is a true story.

So I ask you this, in this modern age of technology with opportunities right at your finger tips. Do we still have an excuse to say we cannot find what we are looking for? Can we say we cannot find the job we are looking for? Or the ideal spouse we are looking for?  All I can say is if a cannibal can find a person who's willing to be eaten by them, then we got no excuse. Seek and you shall find, it may take time and effort but eventually you'll find it. Im actually a prime example of a guy who has big dreams and continued to strive for that dream and somehow Im doing exactly what I want because of the help of the internet, if I may say so myself *ahem ahem*.... and this is coming from a guy who failed his high school test. Im not saying you can just throw your homework away now, no dont do that! PLEASE DO WELL AT SCHOOL SO YOU GET MORE OPTIONS IN LIFE. But my point is, if a dumb person like me can find my dream, Im sure you can too.

So right what about my dad? Well... he went back to his old job :I Didn't even attempt to do a google search (That is if he figures out how to turn on his ipad that mum bought for him first). But yes super lucky his old boss was generous enough to let him back. (But honestly speaking, without my dad the company would not work..) In a way I was disappointed with his decision to not seek for better jobs, he always complained about his old job thats why he quit, but now he says compare to the new job the old job seemed just fine... ljfasklfjafa I don't even know how to respond, but at least he's happy he's back in his old job. And thats all that matters.

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