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Had a dream that I killed someone

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 17, 2012, 12:57 AM





Had a very odd and disturbing dream last night, all the dreams interpreters out there please hear me out. I can't exactly remember how the dream started, but thats what a dream is apparently, you don't exactly remember how you got there. Thanks Leo! Anyway it started with an asian friend of mine being tied up and stuffed in a cotton bag, I do not know why it was this friend... I have no hatred towards her and she was a pretty cool person, we haven't really spoken for the past 2 years but, she's very small in size though.. like almost midget size, perfect for being stuffed into a cotton bag maybe thats why it was her. I ain't gonna say who she is incase she reads this and gets freaked out. So yeah I saw my friend in the bag and for some reason I wanted to keep her there, I even went to the trouble of finding more bags to cover her up so she couldn't get out... She was making a lot of noises so I got scared and stuffed her inside my cupboard. I left her in there for a couple of hours and she started to quiet down, the whole time my heartbeat was beating very fast as I was afraid my family would hear her scream...

I then acted as if nothing was wrong and spoke to my friends and family in my room where the cupboard is, hoping that the friend in the cupboard wouldn't make too much noise. A day has passed and she wasn't making noises anymore, wasn't even moving. The thought of her being not alive made me relieved and a little scared at the same time, I was afraid that she could recognise my voice and could tell the police who the kidnapper was if she got out, but now that she's dead this was no longer a problem. But on the other hand I have killed someone and could go to jail for this... I needed to find some place to dump the body, so I packed the body into a bag pack and went to an abandoned warehouse and went up to level 22 (This part is weird because level 22 is where the GameFreaks company are located, this may have something to do with it?), at level 22 I found a public restroom, this would be the best place to hide the body as I could flush the body down the toilet! (I know....). However my plan failed as she didn't flush down the toilet (No shit Sherlock!). At the end I just left the body there. I thought long and hard whether I should just leave her there, in the dream I even thought about how the police could track me down if they found the body, I thought about whether I left any finger prints, nope! I didn't touch her body just the bag. I thought about whether the police could track me through DNA, and was glad that I didn't rape her (I know this is disturbing TvT" Its a dream). Everything was under control! I looked around for any surveillance camera, NOT a single one! This must be my lucky day, so I just left the body there hoping no one would come to this abandoned warehouse.

End of dream, I woke up feeling very odd and uneasy. But then became relieved knowing its just a dream. This is my first ever murder dream, I was usually the victim in dreams being chased by zombies, murderers and ghosts. But this time I was the hunter and in the dream it felt pretty good.

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AmiDesu Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
This may be a really late reply and all but
I had a dream once that I was disecting my friend, and we were both laughing as I cut her open and we were just laughing like "oh haha look at all these guts!" when suddenly I was the only one laughing and she still looked really happy, but she had obviously died from being cut open. I was showing some horrid na´vety, thinking that if I put everything back neatly and sewed her up nice, she would be totally fine and laughing again! It didn't work, so I just got up and left...... I can't remember if there was any panic when she stopped laughing or not but thinking about it now gives me the chills....
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ButtercupJAP Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2012
I'm reading a book about dreams, but haven't reached yet the part of killing and guns.
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DeMeter4 Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2012  Student General Artist
I on the other hand, saved some dude I don't even know. He was in a car and drowning. Tried breaking the glass and turned out it was plastic.tore it. saved him. weird.
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topazhourglass Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2012
sometimes, dreams just don't make sense. like several days ago, i had a dream i cut my back(with some object that i cant remember) and i was admiring my cuts and the blood in front of a mirror. when i woke up, i felt good but also freaked out because i'm not a depressed person or planning on killing myself or anything .__. so yeah. dreams sometimes just don't make sense
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ZairosTwilight Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hmm. Interesting dream. Maybe you're just a bit overwhelmed with life situations. When i dream like that I like to tell myself that it's a combination of stress, wine and maybe too much walking dead/ robot chicken.
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MileniaKitsuvee Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
First off, I lol'd at the toilet part. :rofl:

Ok well, the best way is ou have to search within yourself and analyze what every object/person/etc might signify.

Maybe the act of hiding your friend in the cupboard means that you are hiding something from her (?) And killing them might mean that you don't want her to figure out something or vise-versa, she might be hiding something from you and she's scared you might find out (?)

When you try getting rid of the body by flushing it down the toilet: since it failed maybe that means that you are trying to solve a situation the wrong way.
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atsuko-tenshi Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I can't interpret dreams but I can take some guesses. Could it be about hiding something and feeling guilty eventually? or feeling like it's your fault over something that was accidental, but to you is as bad as a crime. Because it started out as wanting to keep hold of her like kidnapping, but in the end unintentionally suffocating her, almost like you killed her on accident?? then, rather than turning yourself in, you hide?? i really dont know @.@
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momokairox Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012
... flush her down the toilet? haha. i recently had a dream where my classmates and i were in a tent at some camp, and there was clothes all over the floor. i spent two days (in my dream) looking for my pants. and then the tent started driving down an ocean side road. then i woke up.
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Graphics-PP Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
It'd be funny if she had a dream the same night that you tried to kill her.
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Ry-Spirit Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
haha. theres only one way to find out, next time I see her I bring a bag, see how she reacts.
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Graphics-PP Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
LOL.
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Mevrona Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012   General Artist
Yeah, I've vividly dreamt that I killed someone too. I worried about it for a long time, then I just kind of let it go. After all, it's not like I've had the urge to murder anyone in real life.
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dacadaca Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Hahah, you're not the only one who killed in a dream (or in my case, got killed LOL).
You shouldn't worry at all :aww: In fact, in my country there's a saying that if someone dies in your dream, no matter if you killed them or someone else, you actually extended their life span :)
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Eniat Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student General Artist
I read it as:
However my plan failed as she didn't flush down the toilet (Not shit, Sherlock!)
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Ry-Spirit Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
I LIKE THAT
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melonbun695 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
ahahaha what a silly dream u had ry-spirit this made me laugh. who knew u could be dangerous. i hope u don't go and do this in real life XD
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Canovis Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Usually the actions in the dreams are less important than the objects you remember. i suggest going to a dream dictionary and trying to piece it all together. Usually murdering someone in your dreams is a way to tell you that you're just trying to rid yourself of old habits or addictions. Usually there's one characteristic in the person that you've murdered that you see in yourself, but you're trying to "rid" yourself of it because you're growing up or whatever.

But don't worry yourself about it. Usually dreams are just trying to tell you what you already know, just in a weird jumbled state. Just look up all of the objects and actions you can think of that were in the dream, no matter how small, and see if you can make sense of it.

that really helps for me!
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Zangetzu1080 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012
First of all , Dream dictionaries are just plain horrible. they try to explain something as complex as dreams whit stuff like "water means change", "if you dream with stairs you want to improve" stuff. While IRL dreams are quite hard to crack since the dreams are completely devoid of their original menaing since our own mind censors the initial iea so that our conscious self ins't disturbed by the original meanig.
Freud Explains that dreams are just a mechanism of Wish-Fullfilment, so that we can't dream of something that we dont want (most of the times), nightmare and dreams like this in wich you murder someone or you are murdered are usually generated by a unconscios desire of hurting other ones or oneself.

Tl;DR
Summarized that dream is generated because you have an unconscious (or conscious) desire of hurting that person.
Despite this a proper interpretation of a dream is only posible in therapy when the analyst can ask you questions in order to crack the true meaning of the dream. So there is a posibility that I may be Wrong.
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thrill-killa Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I agree with what you said, the only person that can really figure it out is the person who had the dream.

I had a dream similar to this, and it was actually my brother.
When i woke up, it was like my mind had sort of figured the meaning out for me already and with a bit of thinking, i felt comfortable with the resolution. We had an argument a few weeks before and we didn't talk much. My head was telling me that i felt too 'detached' from my brother and the reason behind the dream was that it felt like our relationship had dwindled and we were growing apart the longer we kept silent. That at least, was my gut instinct.

Some things you just gotta figure out for yourself!
Like the dream Ry had, i guess the subconscious was alerting him that he was becoming too distant from his friend?!

Well whatever! I do go on... haha
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CrimsonPumpkin Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Oh my, so adventurous lol. Actually I've killed people in my dreams, feels fantastic (good that I haven't killed anyone I know) and these days I've been forgetting my dreams cos I'm trying this thing of "Lucid Dreams" where your body is sleeping yet you are completely awake, I still need practice here :XD:
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ayzem Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student
When I was a kid, I got nightmares about zombies etc. and, at one time, I read about Alien (the movies) and had dreams of people being attacked by a lady who turned into one of those things. Later on, I even asked my mum if she could take me to the doctor to get some medicine for that! (I was probably ten) The issues were resolved when I dreamt about myself being a zombie in a game and shaking hands with the other zombies.

The funny thing is, I had watched my uncle play a zombie game around that time, so it probably stuck to my mind.

Basically, what I'm saying is, I suppose these dreams are formed from tiny bits of your memory. But they've been exaggerated into something odd, or disturbing. It may be due to some negative emotion getting to you.

Either way, I hope you're alright! D:
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NoisyLizard Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012
Well at least you don't have these dreams every single night. Some are worse than others and well at times I can't even look at my friends. Geez, I guess I'm used to it though. Although they still get to me every single time.
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TheonknownKLAW Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Filmographer
In my dreams im not the one that kills people, usually its some other force like giant lava worms or sleeping bags that come to life and eat people... or the strange octopus lady in the sky (that was one helluva of a dream).
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NoaQep Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Professional General Artist
I've had those dreams before. ovo I found them...intriguing.
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Demonlemon Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012
Neat dream, I once had a dream that I accidentally cut all my toes off
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2943 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i kill people in all my dreams :iconblushingplz:
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SilverShadowStalker Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012
Did everyone have a strange dream last night or something? I had one too! Unfortunately, I can only remember it was really important, I did some terrible things (In society's eyes), and the last thing I remember was that a strange wolf/dog was chasing a Boer goat through the woods in the back of my brothers house.
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lulles Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012
funny, i had a dream that i killed someone, too! i threw them out of the window, and i live on the 7th floor... lol
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irishfairyqueen Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
wtf..........

I also had a weird dream last night; I dreamed that I was sat on my bed with one of my male friends who I haven't spoken to in a while, I was comforting him about something (cant remember what) and to make him feel better I kissed him on the cheek, then he suddenly launches himself at me and starts kissing my neck, at this point he was on top of me and I kept on thinking "I should tell him I have a boyfriend", but I couldn't bring myself to do it, then I woke up....

now I feel guilty for dream cheating on my boyfriend...... :(
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Jacqueline-Victoria Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student General Artist
Last night I had a dream that scared me awake, or saddened me awake, at about 4 am. Anyway, my darling baby cat (black and fluffy, midsize between kitten and cat) was in one of those raccoon traps (the cages with the slanted doors barring the exit) and that was inside a fence. she looked terrified so i called her name "fluff!" and she started freaking out and trying to get out, and i went berserk and i ripped through the fence and went to let her out, and a man took her from me (the one that had imprisoned her) and because i wouldn't deny that it was my cat, he took it by the tail, swung it around violently and threw it against something hard. i think i woke up right after T^T it was so horrible. i went outside and found fluff at 4 in the morning to huggle and pet it, and i took it to my room and just petted it till i was too tired and had to go back to sleep. :iconcryingplz:
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Limey-Boy Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student General Artist
On the bright side a good chunk of the content in most dreams is completely unrelated to the actual meaning or subject matter of the dream, only that nightmares and generally unpleasant dreams start to appear more the more you stress or worry over something.

A good example is that when we were coming close to our exam finals I actually slept-walked around the house muttering equations out loud but in my dreams I was a poor knight on a small fat horse, walking up to slay a dragon who lived on a volcano who had a squeaky voice and he frequently smoked cigars.
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Retro-Death Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Usually I get killed in my dreams, not the other way around. Also, unless you have an army of small female asian friends I'm pretty sure she is gonn arecognize herself. :paranoid: It's like when they censor shit on tv by mirroring it.

I feel that dreams don't necessarily mean anything that much. It's just your brain processing the events of today with your wishes for tomorrow by using the memories from your past.

If it would mean anything I'd say it's something along the line of you being extremely burried in your current (way too awesome) pkmn group and that maybe you wish to dat that girl subconsciously but you think your family might disaprove. That's why you tried hiding her and felt relieved when she was dead but also that you didn't harm her (the rape).
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madlucidity Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Killing is fun. Next time you try to enjoy it more in the dream. I daydream about killing people. :rofl:

Just kidding. Anyway, dreams don't necessarily have deep, secret meanings, so just don't worry about it.
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Leetfish Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student
MAYBE IT'S TELLING YOU THAT YOUR TOILET WILL BE BLOCKED ON THE 22TH.
Call a plumber.
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elite-hunter Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Maybe you're afraid of sacrificing your friendships if you leave to go work at GameFreak.
That's the kind of meaning I got from this.
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Rutana Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Writer
I know, this will shock you, but.....
It's just a dream, seriously XD
I got all kinds of weird dreams that freaked me out, till I realiced that some of them are just weirdo's that don't mean anything.
In one of them, I even killed one of my beloved dogs without even wanting it - I felt so bad afterwards, but I know it's just a dream and I would never kill him in real life. So... just calm down, you'll get over it soon I think.
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Archaois Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Dreams are weird. Best ones are where you can feel everything going on in them. I still remember the dream where I had wings and was flying. It felt so grand. ;A;
I don't think I've ever killed in my dreams. I've had dreams that do happen within a certain amount of time though, which is creepy. O.o
Stupid stuff in real life makes so much sense in your dreams. Like Sherbert-Comb-Glasses. Or riding the bus to school when you have freaking wings. Weirder when you have dreams where you're Sam from Supernatural and yet for some reason you're also in the dream, but you're not you and you have to stop the end of the world but settle on running away in a field of grass because the ground is shaking and for some reason a hospital emerges from it and all is well in the world. :(
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Afterlife93 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student General Artist
Nothing, I repeat, nothing compared to my dreams... I bet you just saw something on TV or something. I get these kind of dreams after watching too much Criminal Minds/horror movies.
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Squishyelephant Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012
I've had dreams kind of similar to that. Once I poisoned my little sister and she died and I was really happy in the dream. Another time some guy I didn't like from school was chasing me with a knife so then I took the knife and stabbed him. Another time the I was fighting the villan of a book series and a broke his neck with my hands, but he didn't die because he regenerated or something like that. Fortunately I haven't had any such dreams in a few years.
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May-Lene Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I think you liked the adrenaline, You need to start doing things that are more exiting, You're life might be boring and you are taking it out on your poor hafwaydown the toilet friend. :nod:
It can also be about controll, you said you used to be the hunted one, but this time you took controll, way to go! Evendo you turned out to be a murderer... :3

Anyway don't freek out, I dupt the dream was about you being a murderer, Maybe your mind was just saying that you need to have more contact with her before you lose her to a toilet.
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Kitsune-Genetica Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Strange. I had a dream where I was at the top of the Empire State building and the elevator suddenly stopped. Doors opened and I was in this huge elevator shaft with a guy who kept collapsing the floor beneath me, telling me to jump and use a parachute to glide down.
I dunno what it was I ate, but I sure ain't eating it before bed again. :P
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Tegz0rz Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I had a dream that Terry Crews was my employer and best friend (LOL) and I was married to Justin Long (DOUBLE LOL) and I was sad, and Terry was being all supportive. Then months later Justin and I were driving cliffside, on a snowy mountain, and were going to go through a tunnel, but at the entrance were long sharp icicles, and one impaled me through the face, so Justin got out the car, and purposely got himself impaled through the heart.

Turns out, I survived, and after recovery, I checked my phone to see his contact, his picture was still there, but his name and number were blurred out, so that was somehow an indicator that he was dead.

Then I woke up and was like "Whoa... Terry Crews and Justin Long are my homies..."
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RebeeGF Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Writer
Honestly, the only thing that surprises me is that it happened to you for the first time :rofl:
The interpretation may scare you, sure u wanna hear it? :floating:
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MeTaa Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012   Digital Artist
omg the way you ended that really fascinating story with donating to your Pokemon group
you win everything
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Ry-Spirit Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
Murder and rape is a great way to attract kids to my Pokemon group. XD
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MeTaa Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2012   Digital Artist
IKR
hmm... i should remember this as well
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RebeeGF Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Student Writer
hahaHaHA! :rofl:
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TheRainbowDragon Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012  Hobbyist
Heck I've been the victim so many times in my dreams that I would be HAPPY to be the murderer for once.
Then again, I'd never seriously harm or kill a person, or an animal, in real life.
I just have a feeling that killing someone/something in a dream could help me forget all the times I've nearly died or died in a dream XD
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venuslove Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012
Twas probably just a sex dream honey, *insert freudian imagery here*
Well I'll have a go...
The images in a dream aren't as important as the way you felt ussually, getting away with something and having a moral dilema may mean you want to grow up and finally be an adult but conforming to the rules scares you, but you wonder that if you don't conform you will never be able to fit in and be pulled into the spotlight because of it. Your friend is a thing of the past, someone you haven;t spoken to in a while, stuffing her into a bag may mean you want to shed your past shell and turn into something new, move on, but no matter where you stuff the bag or stow it away--it is always there, you cannot hide from it!
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KorukiKonaru Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2012
I'm not really any good at interpreting dreams, but visions like that are horrifying. One time I had a dream about this girl being held down by a group of guys drilling a hole in her chest with a special kind of drill I use in my school's workshop...it was horrible and I wish I could forget it, but needless to say that I was glad to wake up that day.
Anyway, this reminds me of that journal you wrote a while back about having weird impulses or thoughts about people (and thankfully not acting on them), so maybe this is just that taken to the extreme? Or, sometimes dreams like that would indicate that you're worried about something. Is your temper ever a problem, by any chance? Or are you concerned about relationships with other people turning sour? I dunno. I'm just guessing.
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