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If I have a time machine, I would go back in time to kill myself. Of cause first knowing that it is an immutable timeline and a grand-father paradox will not occur... I have learned quite a few things these few weeks. Discovered some hidden facts about myself, I could see how evil a human mind can go, everyone has potential of becoming the next Adolf Hitler, but lucky there is a light side of us that stops it from happening. Anyway I am willing to change for the better, for my girlfriend's sake. She has suffered enough for my mistakes which she doesn't deserve. I can't keep adding salt to a wound! The most amazing thing is that she is willing to forgive... That is just priceless... like Jesus dying for our sins!

So supz with life so far? Got a haircut.. it may not seems like a big deal to many, but it is one of the biggest challenge ever. I chopped off my mullet which I have been growing for more than a year. And chopped off my fringe... Now my hair looks like a Jellyfish. Reason being.. Its too Miyavi like... and its having a kinda negative effect on me... I need to put a line between me and Miyavi. So my new hair.. its not bad.. and better yet.. less emo and the older people seems to like it, they were like "Wow, someone's handsome!" and "I like this hair better!" Umm people in my generation may prefer my old hair, cos its "COOLER' but stuff that. Oh yeah You can also brush the side bit to the middle to make it look like a fake long fringe!




So as I was saying, I can fake it to make it look less like a jellyfish. Either spike it or mess it around like brushing it all to one side etc. Thats what I did for my friend's 21st, we had to dress up as our favourite music artist. There wasn't much to go as? I could've been Miyavi, but no one will know who he is because they are all skips and I am dropping the whole Miyavi deal (I am not THE MIYAVI of cosplay events no more). At the end of it all, I went as Billy from Green Day. One sad facts about the night is that the birthday boy, my first high school friend. He changed... well we knew he wasn't as nice as he used to be back in year 7 and stuff, but now he is just very fake. Likes to makes friends with friends that he can use. Kinda always in a defensive and survival way in the way he talks. I think it might has something to do with his parent's divorce during high school times, it changes people. Makes them more aware of life and how just being nice wouldn't get you anywhere. BUT thank God I still have some close friends I can really talk with. Oh another funny thing is that he held the party at a pre-school and he dressed up as Michael Jackson. Here's me dressing up as a punk as kid.



Talking about dressing up, I am trying to be Pikachu for the an anime event thats happening this Friday night. I need to buy meself some yellow cloth to make a yellow hooded jumper.. and I have no experience in making clothes.. so girlfriend I need your help! Hehe Pikachu! I always wanted to go as him, maybe just alter the look a little bit, a human/pikachu guy! I had 3 consecutive Miyavi cosplay and this time I am gonna break it! Pikachu is go! I was looking through pics of the electric rat when I came across this picture, cracked me upXD

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I haven't seen Ironman yet, heard its pretty good. Fair enough, but you know what I am waiting for? Speed Racer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I cant stress it out enough! I love the series and I love the Wachowski bros and I LOVE LOVE LOVE Christina Ricci! I loved her since I was 8! Fell in love with her from her movies like Addams Family and Casper! Oh man don't get me started! I hope the film doesn't go gunny sack on me though, that would be a real turn off! Rain is in it too.. the asians around the world is going high because he has a role in a Hollywood film with dialogues! Personally I dislike him, he's full of fail. If they want to cast an asian guy in a Hollywood film, get someone who is more good looking! Or get me!XD So I went high over the movie, bought the Speed Racer helmet as well! But returned it... I took some pics of it before returning it though. Here's me with the helmet



Am I being a luvo for posting so many pics of myself?

Recently joined a competition to win a DS and some games. I know its not fair competing with kids... but what the heck! Their lives are much happier than mine. ^^ I don't even have friends I can play DS with much anymore.. they probably get to play at school all the time... Showing my design here now. It is another one of my work thats is inspired by TWEWY. Not gonna upload it on DA though.